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Sunday, April 27, 2008


Taggy Replies:

Adriana (..idono) - Oh.. So.. I'm a toothead. Hmm. -.=

Anna - You stupider!

Aqidah - Simple Plan songs! (Oops, I hit the spot)


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Ah! I woke up 1 hour ago because I was flooded with messages & calls. (I've been idling till now) -.-

My classmates were searching frantically for this blog (I didn't tell them the link).

Charlotte was like.. "Why you don't want to tell us! You blog about me is it?"
I was like.. "No, I never blog about you at all leh."

LoL.

So anywaey, Charlotte & Matilda cam whored with my handphone till its like totally filled with mirror images of themselves.

Plus some additions of other classmates (candid shots) as well. Hmm. So that's all for class I guess? I don't remember anything more.

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During concert day Bernice came to RP and I met her at 7-11, then we bought some jelly beans and went to the 2nd level lawn to chit-chat. I was like pinching & pulling her face and eventually fell asleep on her lap. Halfway through (only 5 minute nap?), I dreamed that I was late for concert, then I woke up in an instance. -.-

Like wtf, crazy dream. Then I saw this security camera above us, so I waved. :D

I tried forcing some jelly beans into Bernice's mouth but failed. We fooled around somemore, then it was like almost time to go back, so I 'pang-seh-ed' her and rushed to canteen. She chased me. LOL. And.. sadly there was no dinner. Everyone ate finished and left. :/

So I went to cafe esplanade and bought a cup of sotong for $2.50? OMG, RIP OFF! But that was the only food available. Spices was.. none. They were all those spicy kind that I can't take so I ate it with mayo? Eew.

Went to 2nd level & saw Miao Ling & Fiona & Siew Keng, then waved and whistled. Then taught them where to get tickets then went to change.

Hmm.. This is like my first concert with so little friends coming. The tickets were limited thus I couldn't get any more to come.

And.. concert day's feeling sucked. I felt as though I'm playing an empty trumpet. I just couldn't get that 'feel' back anymore. Its like I can no longer go back to the usual standard.


For now, I can either continue practising and try to go back to that old style & standard, then improve from there or I could choose to practising like and develope a new style. It has to be either.

And.. I felt like I totally screwed up the concert. Sorry RPWS.
I guess there's only 2 ways to make up for it.

1. Pass the audition, get myself back to standard within a set period of time, and do my best for the band (contribute to it).

OR

2. Don't ever bother contributing anymore lousy sounds to them (Give up & don't join).

I chose the former and I'm real serious about it. So now its time to transform these utterance into actions.

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Moving on, I totally can't sleep. Because . . Miao Ling & Fiona is hiding something from me! -.=

Next, I'm on the phone with Kelly and she doesn't want me to hang up. Guess why? She wants company while sleeping and.. I'm the targetted again (as usual).

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I visited my Sec1's blog and.. my view on smoking read as "Smoking is for losers who want to have die early & be 'noticed', 'pitied' as well as 'different'.

Now its shorterned to, I totally hate smokers.

I believe smoking makes you ugly, short & stupid. Plus, it shorterns your life span by 25%. Wanna smoke? Think again.

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PS: I procastinated this post till 1am+ and.. Kelly woke up when I decided to hang up. Darn. :/

~ { 10:59 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Wednesday, April 23, 2008


Taggy Replies:

Adriana (..idono) - Haven't your name always been appearing here?

Hamster (meimei) - Me too.

Jia Yi - Cos all the other dumb skins didn't seem to work properly!

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I'm so caught up with school stuffs that I don't have the excess time to blog. Usually when I do, I've already forgotten the contents I had in mind. Blame this on my STM. And the same goes for this entry as well, so.. I'll recall as best as I can?

How should I describe my day? Okay, I was like squeezed into this overly crowded bus 169. Right after I went up, I spotted Fiona (mei) & Siew Keng. Lucky me? I thrust my laptop into Siew Keng's lap and happily walked (squeezed) to the back of the bus.

The ride was a total test of strength and balance (I shadn't elaborate). We walked to W1 and I made my way to E3. Chioung all the way to class and then the usual routine.

1st meeting, yada yada yada. After a while, it was finally the 1st break out, so Wendy, Alicia, Vernisa, Joanne & I went 7-11 to buy some stuffs. I was like really STM? Reached 7-11 then I forgot what Angeline & Jessica wanted. So I had to call them to ask all over agian.

After buying, Joanne accompanied Wendy to find ATM. Alicia & Vernisa followed me to E1 canteen too get some finger food. Hirda said there was more variety? Oh yes, you're so so so true. More variety + more more MORE people. I queued for ages just for one cheese dog? LoL.

So.. I got my cheese dog and then Vernisa & Alicia were debating which route to took. Yes! Debating on the spot. LoL. In the end we took the Agora Hall entrance.

I finished my meal in a jiffy? More like "meal". Okay fine, hot dog.

So.. very soon it was meeting 2. And of course it went by in a flash to and thus we end up at break out 2 as well.

Wei Liang & Suhaida is like so random? We talking about food. They suddenly say "Let's eat instant noodles!" Like.. uh? In school? -.-

So they went to 7-11 to get the noodles. I wanted to tag along, but was too lazy.. so Wei Liang got me my chicken pie instead. Thankie.

I was doing my power point slides and blasting my music to the max (with earphones). Then I noticed Shiqi & Ain staring at me for like.. don't know how long? That's when I realize that they were talking to me.

The question was.. "You now got stead?" then the question changed to "You got how many ex?"
And after that it was a gasp and yada yada yada . . .

After that, lots of random stuffs happened. Lavanesh scared Suhaida and she almost pour her hot instant noodles on him. (LoL)

Sya & Wendy came in and we finished our power point slides. Meeting 3 came and go and it was tada. End of school.

Went to the lounge to find Fiona & pass Siew Keng her paper. Then saw this girl I dono what name (later I found it was Jia Xin or Xing or whatever watever wadever). Waited quite some time for them to finish their work so we could go home together. Saw Angeline's friend and went over to say "hi" to them. Like so awkward? Nevermind that, I'm known to be friendly anyway.

Walked back to the lounge and disturbed Fiona. After awhile, I changed target to Siew Keng, then Fiona and back to Siew Keng again. Its like, so boring waiting for them? -.-

Then Siew Keng & I both went to take an "artistic" post of the lounge's ceiling. LoL. Both of us failed.

And finally after ages of dwadling, we were finally on our way to the bus stop only to see the bus leave right before us. F right? Yah so F-ed. The bus came, we board it and we fooled around in it.

I reached my stop, uttered my 'bye's to Fiona & Siew Keng & Jia Xin or Xing or whatever watever wadever and left for CK. Shopped for nothing much, then its home sweet home.

Perhaps you guys noticed a different tone, but that's because I'm feeling just so lethargic right now? Gee. Tata all.

~ { 11:42 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Tuesday, April 15, 2008


Taggy Replies:

Edwin - I don't.

Edwin - Kay.. you're kinda wordy and repetitive. LoL.

Adriana (..idono) - Don't want. (: I don't like to visit people's blog. Gee. Well.. I'm gonna blog about today's poly life just for you.

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I was on my way to school and that's when I realized that Woodland's bus interchange is over-populated. The main passengers were students from Republic Polytechnic (RP). Imagine 15 thousand students queuing up daily at 8am ++ for just two bus services, "169" and "912 or 902 or 9-whatever-2 [I don't remember]". It is that packed.

I queued for bus 169 as it was obviously the less popular choice since it has lesser frequency and the bus that came were mostly the normal kind without extensions.

Rushed all the way from bus stop to my classroom. Fortunately RP is air-conditioned. It was uber hot. Well, the usual. Cognitive processes with Nancy Goh and stuffs. I had the usual team, Ali, Jessica, Melinda & Joanne.

This time round I wasn't really in the mood. Its like, "hello?! I've been doing powerpoints for 1 WHOLE FREAKING WEEK". So.. I slacked. *evil grin*

.. and leave all the hard work to Jessica & Ali. Gee, I really slacked man. Our submission deadline was 2.30pm and at 2.17pm I saw.. 5 powerpoint slides, with no examples nor conclusion. How cool can that be?

Okay, maybe it looked plain to me cos I didn't contributed at all. I did read up on everything and I already knew everything but I was just too lazy to do powerpoint so I leave it to them. In the end I was given the most slides that require like totally NO explanation. Like wtf? Total waste of my potential man! (Jkjk. Team 2 will slaughter me for saying that)

In the end, Meilinda said I could share her slides with her and I helped her to get some of her parts done cos.. she's clueless to everything and so am I.

Actually, I'm not really clueless, just that I'm too tacit. I know what I know but I can't express it out in simplified verbal terms. I know how to explain in the super chim way that totally does not help at all especially when you're guiding someone who is raw to that subject.

In the end, Meilinda managed everything pretty well, so.. gambate!

I just wish that Meilinda & Joanne would talk more. I have no problem talking on and on and on. Maybe it help tons when we do read up. Jessica & Ali is the usual, no problem with talking. Its self-explanatory anyway.

I tried my best to urge Joanne & Meilinda to talk, but to no avail. Perhaps they'd more used to it as time goes by.

And yah, poly isn't just about lessons and lessons. For lunch, we ordered Canadian pizza where Iqmal gobbled up more than his fair share of food. (Lol~) He is a real commedian. How so? Just refer to his way of eating chicken. [Not commenting here! Its E36J's secret!]

While eating, Wendy & I took photos of them. I didn't actually manage to execute any good shots so I deleted everything. But.. I captured a pic of Iqmal eating. Super hilarious! Woot!

After lunch, I transferred CS into Lavanesh, Wei Liang & Iqmal's laptop. Guess what? They played without mouse and used the touch pad instead. How radical!

Lunch was without a proper drink so Wendy, Vernisa & I went to get some bubble tea and snacks then its home sweet home back to our classrooms.

The usual.. presentations and all. Done with presentations and bla bla bla, everyone went home. And there was when I get it from Shi Qi. I tio scolding for pointing out and correcting her mistakes because it would lower her grades. Sorry luh, that was the point, so I can explain. But I didn't know it would pull down your grades. ):

Acccompanied Vernisa (yes Vernisa and NOT Venessa) to collect her ez-link card then we proceeded to causeway point. It was raining water and water though. Alicia saw me then she waved and gave this super big smile & joined us. Vernisa when to change clothes, Alicia buy cap. I bought my waxes (Gatsby & Loreal), then Vernisa pulled us to donut shop where we bought our donuts and eventually went home.

Sorry, I wasn't in the mood today. Maybe I'm too shag or perhaps the darn rain dampened my spirit. So.. Alicia took the train and I accompanied Vernisa on the way home. Well, that's about it. Guess we're really easy to bond.

And and and, oh yah! Thanks Angeline for your music!

PS: Wendy, sorry I forgot your TYS. I promise I'll remember!

~ { 12:14 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Sunday, April 13, 2008


I'm really not in the mood. Here's some randomness to get my mind off things.



Anna: OMG! You murderer you you you killed your tortoise!

Mike: You fucker! (I really laughed at this)

Weixin: Derrick you so cute!

Thomas: KNNBCCB. I'm so emo now. Emo rocks! (He really said this)

Wendy: I LOVE YOU MAN!

Angeline: I shall reward you with sweets.. -.-

~ { 9:49 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .



I decide to just believe in you and entrust her to you.

So I told her to accept you and just love you.

This morning I even messaged her "bye and said that it'd be the 1 Last Time", hoping she'd just forget me and stay with you.

Yet I found out that you broke her heart and left her just lying there.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

You told me that you'd vie with me for her.

You wanted her so much and even claimed that you are the better guy.

All these didn't mattered to me cos I was hoping that you were right.

I thought you'd be able to provide her happiness when you said all those big words and phrases.

Right now, I think you're just a scum who give up easily.

You are a fucking airhead and your words are worth nothing.

Your words contradict everything that you've ever claimed.

If you use the excuse "I'm tired", then fuck you.

Go be a tortoise, you faggot.

~ { 8:11 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .



Tortoise

Yes tortoise. Its all about my tortoise today.

I stepped on my cute little tortoise and it made this loud hissing sound then turned to run (or crawl). I'm sorry tortoise. -.-

Next, I went to mummy's room and saw another tortoise there, so I brought it back to the back and overturn it. Am I evil? LoL.

Thirdly, I was dotaring when my mum kept calling for me to close the door. That really irritated me and I was like.. "what the hell are you going to do with those bricks?!"

Mummy didn't answer me, so I followed her. That's when I saw her building a new home for my 2 tortoise. (I wish she'd build a new home for me too)

So.. that's just about it. A boring post about my tortoise.

~ { 8:03 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .



Taggy Replies:

Ying Ying: You really don't like it? Geez. That really mattered.

Aqidah: Ouch? *yelp*

Wei Shi: =D Harlo future scandal.

Wong Yi Lin: You are like so "re-linked" for the umpteen times.

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I have no clue what happened to Chun Xing, but she just went mad and told me to shut up when I was talking to Thomas.
Reason: I hung out with girls.

Like what has that got to do with her? I was really mad when she said what she said and I flared up a bit. Fortunately for me, I controlled myself cos otherwise I'd feel really guilty flaring out at her. Still, I feel rather pissed off. And.. I'm not gonna mention anything here.

Moving on to my school life, let's say I was really lucky to start the first day of school with the right people. Nancy Goh (my facilitator) placed me in team 2 where I have 4 excellent team mates!

Ali: The 'matured' guy in our group.

Hui Min: I love her smile. Somehow she seems like a jie jie though she doesn't say much. Hah.

Joanne: Miss Sleepy + super quiet. Shall I call her oink? :D

Wan Teng: Ultra tanned girl that contributes quite abit to our team, thought I don't like her "copy and paste mentality."

Everyone in this team was easy and there wasn't any clashes or disputes. We really worked together as a team. Best of it all, I got an "A" to start off the first day of school.

I was like really excited to attend school and that 'Enthu' side of me came back. Guess the long holiday really made me miss school that badly. Hmm. I guess that's all for now. 'Today' shall be in another seperate post.

~ { 7:36 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .